I get it

now I get it. Why I can't be open with anyone at church as to why I'm feeling the way I am about living here. I'm not totally unhappy, because my hubby and kids are here. But I'm not happy about the town, and how the fitting in process is going. And I can't really be open with the people at church about it. Because it would seem like it's their fault. I can't tell people who have lived here for all or most of their lives that I hate their town and it's not friendly because a) it wouldn't be productive and b) it is because of them that we're here. bummer. can't be real.